Home Is Where Haley Is

by Hizi

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A couple of sad boys crying.

Matt - Guitar and wails
James - Drums and wails


released December 15, 2015

All credit goes to haley our muse

but a bit goes to Michael Giacomelli for recording it. Rad dude. Really rad dude.



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Track Name: Choose To Live
Remember those nights you don't really want to go to sleep
Before something good happens something uplifting
Remember those weeks you spent in bed
Trying to drown out the thoughts in your head all those words they said
Remember those months you spent real depressed
Wishing you actually had a reason to be but instead
Remember those years you waisted away
Wishing she'd come back to you someday
Wishing your life had gone a different way
Wishing you'd never gone or you never stayed
Wishing that all this wishing would actually do something already

But it hasn't and it won't
So you might as well just go for broke
Say fuck it what the hell do you have the loose
The world is at your fingertips all you have to do is choose
Choose to live choose to love choose to hope for someone
Choose to dream of something better than what we have given each other
We can be the greatest gift of all
A sister or brother a comrade to ease the pain we may suffer
Someone to fight with through the battle that we call this life shit

Knowing we'll have someone there to walk with when we grow old
Knowing no matter how hot you get theres always someone there thats cold
Knowing there someone out there thats good at being everything your not
and knowing they'll help you realize everything you got
Track Name: I Loved You Know Who
When we kissed we kissed slow like carmel
To saver each drop so we were never full
I want to kiss you once more but things have changed since before
I am no longer a young boy naive to your tricks no longer your toy
You'd have to beg and plead
Before you got anything out of me
I lie awake no sleep
Cause you never gave me what i need

I tried to see my dreams but they won't show me a thing
Not one glimpse of you feel what we used to do
Slowly kissing no lies only truth
I wonder what you knew
I wonder if you felt it too
I loved you know who
Track Name: I Will Not Be Nothing
Holding you close to me
After a night that was anything but ordinary
And to think this is where you'd sleep
I won't miss a moment
I won't even blink
I won't sleep a wink
I won't even blink

Fuck you and all the things you did to me
But it was never your fault cause I'm just fucking crazy
I wish i wasn't so obsessive over someone who obviously doesn't give a shit about me
But honestly i think your just a bar in my head
That was set way to fucking high that night that we laid in bed
And now I'm just stoned every night instead
Cause I'm alone just like i've always been
It's just now i have this memory of time when you were with me
And i had never been that happy
Since i was a little baby baby boy

Fuck love and all that its done to me
But at least i can say
Its been pretty fucking motivating
Cause i learned if i want to give my self to someone
And i want to give that someone something
Then i have to be something
i can not be nothing
i will never be nothing
So you can love me
Track Name: And Cut
I wish you knew what i had to do
I wish i could ask you and you could tell me the truth
I wish you could help me decide what the hell to do with my life
Cause I'm so confused i don't know where my faith lies
For there are so many paths ahead
Which one i'll choose i have no idea yet
And i usually just go for it
But lately I've been quite hesitant
For this feels like a big decision
Where to go to make that first incision

And cut deep into my chest
Look around for my beating heart and ask it what it said
Please don't break me again
Whoa slow down take some deep breaths and tell me the rest
I'll try not to get it confused with the thoughts flying through my head
And i'll try not to let you down my heart cause your all thats left
As fall faster and faster toward my death
You'll be the only one there with me to the end
Track Name: One Piece
I'm going to pack up my bags and leave
To go sail the open seas
I want to go everywhere and see everything
To achieve like no one would believe
I want to sail to the ends of the earth
But i've gotta make a few stops first

Because i've gotta find my self a crew
Some hard workers with mountains of self worth
With a heart of gold and a mind of diamond
With words that fall like gems from their mouths and eyes that always brighten
For the road ahead of me is a dark one indeed
And sure won't be easy without someone to help me

For the real reason
I set out to sea
Wasn't fame fornication or that cash money
I was to find the ultimate treasure
Oh that one piece of pure happiness
Something or someone to call my family
Track Name: Long Face
What's with the long face
I know you don't see things that way
But with a glance of things to see
And a taste of what could be

I know the now is calling
And in this space I'm falling
Through time like a million seconds
Gone through a life of guessing
About whats been said
And trying to make sense of the whole thing
Each one meaning
A little somethin somethin in the grand scheme of things

Till were done and all we've become
Is a life we've won
Till we let go of what we've done
We let whats done be done

I know the now is calling
And in this space I'm falling
Through time like a million seconds
Gone through a life of guessing
About whats been said
And trying to make sense of the whole thing